Sharpening my (Civil War) memory
One curious reader asked me to elaborate on my original update post, so before I disappear into my office for a few weeks, here is what’s going on in my world:
For some reason people seem to be interested in ‘me’ lately (as if I don’t talk about myself enough here). I recently did an interview with the good folks at PASTimes, a wonderful Christian history writer’s group, as well as a rather long piece for an author’s spotlight feature in the July/August issue of Civil War Historian. I’ll post links when they are available online. Both interviewers queried me in regards to my faith and how it affects my work. Obviously I am trying to keep a foot firmly planted in both realms (Christian and Secular) and I am working very hard to grow in both directions. As I am exploring other mediums now such as radio and hopefully film, I am ultimately trying to become a better writer as that is the foundation for everything I do.
I am also trying to become a stronger analyst in regards to the secular side of my authoring. I've never had a problem researching and writing narrative in the baseball genre, but for some reason I remain personally attached to my Civil War subject matter. In the Christian realm, this is actually a benefit as it helps me to glean inspiration from my subjects and share positive stories that are uplifting in nature. However, when not kept in check, this internal-bias can easily interfere with a secular history’s accuracy. In other words, it’s easy to inject my own personal assumptions and judgments into a piece without even realizing it. Yeah, you heard me right. I'm actually talking about Civil War memory.
I will say that writing straight-secular Civil War history is much more of a challenge to me. I still struggle with this approach at times and I am still learning to do a better job of removing my own values from the narrative. My tendency is to present things as paying tribute, trying to see the good on all sides. This is noble, but it can also be a disservice to the people I am writing about. A perfect example of this is my recent book “Houses of the Holy” about the historical churches of Fredericksburg. Initially, my first draft of the manuscript lacked the painful realities that were necessary to tell an accurate story. In short, I wrote a piece that was overly positive and soft on complex issues like race-relations and slavery. It was also a bit too pro-Southern at the expense of some factual content. Thankfully, John Hennessy who reviewed the draft, called me on it and was gracious enough to go through the piece with me to make sure the final proof will reflect the true story. He taught me that it's okay to acknowledge the blemishes that darken our history along the way, and to not try to polish them bright with my own optimism.
Simply put, I started out writing a regional title hoping to be endorsed by the National Park Service and ended up subconsciously targeting the POV towards the church congregations themselves. This blurred my focus and has required me to revisit the project with a more objective eye. Although this set me back a bit in the schedule, my publisher has really appreciated our sincere effort to refine the narrative as they know in the end the book will be a stronger product. So that is where I’ll be for the next couple weeks, reworking sections of the manuscript and back-fitting some of this new approach into my lecture on churches that I’ll be doing at the end of the month.
I also have to research and write a presentation on Richard Kirkland for the FCWRT, and pen two book reviews for The Free Lance-Star and one for my blog. This includes Eric and JD’s “One Continuous Fight: The Retreat from Gettysburg and the Pursuit of Lee's Army of Northern Virginia, July 4-14, 1863,” for which I am receiving galleys from this week, “No Soap, No Pay, Diarrhea, Dysentery & Desertion: A Composite Diary of the last 16 months of the Confederacy” by Jeff Toalson, and a blog review of “General Lee’s Army: From Victory to Collapse.” (Plus work continues on the baseball book of course. I have been working my way through the Hall of Shame parts and Eric has some great interviews in the works.)
Needless to say, I will be a busy man, but I welcome this challenge and hope that I can rise to the occasion to do John and the rest of the good folks at the NPS’s efforts on my behalf justice. This will take time. Time that I would have spent blogging, but no longer have. This book is a big step for me career-wise and I have committed myself to doing it right.
Oh, and I prayed on it too. That always helps me, no matter what audience I’m writing for. See you all in a few weeks.